does parents always know the right thing?

its been so long since my last post here..i can say i had no time to write all my unfortunate events on this blog..but today..something i call it BIG thing happened...

aku bingung, banget. parents are always saying mean things and pressurize me up!! ok, mungkin gak SLALU..tp lumayan sering..gw sering keselllllllll banget...kenapa si mereka tu berlagak kaya tau smuanya dalam hidup? even mereka juga sering nglakuin ksalahan...and never ever ADMIT it...

kalo d suruh milih z or parents, gw jujur aja ga tau mau milih yang mana...lotsa ppl say kalo parents are always rite..tp kenyataanya yang gw face skarang tu ga kaya gt...mereka bilang kalo gw is BLINDLY in luv..but gw ga ngrasa kaya gt juga kok...kan ga smua kluarga kaya kluarga gw?? ya kan..but then, kalo mereka ternyata bener gmana?

on the other hand, z's family juga ga nunjukin smth good..as in, mereka trlalu neglecting and ignorant...and i dunno what are they thinking really...oh gosh..im super duper confused rite now...

bisa ga siiiiiii kita ga usa married...and just live happily...ga usa pusingin masalah goblok kaya gini..even my world is screwed up enough..school is sucks..and everything is just F**king hell...i just simply wanna have a not to simple but happy live...anyone willing to give it to me???